It was nearly shortly after a good cup of tea,
some great sex earlier this week,
(when I couldn’t hold some inner questions
to ink deep and run through my digital paper rolls)
and a good conversation with a fellow Dreamer
when I let my inner voices run free.
It’s valiant to accept when one is confused…
and Alas, not sexually, no. But Mentally:
My inner identity as a Dreamer…
or should I say “Undocumented Youth”?
Is it the same?
The Dream Act…
The Dream Team
OC Dream Team
Inland Empire Dream Team
San Gabriel Dream Team
The Department of Magical Cooperation of Undocumented youth?
And so many other I once read & scanned,
flipped the page, and got me thinking:
Which of which do I belong?
I thought of all those party crews
back on the Myspace days.
I ran for more coffee…
and among demographic privilege,
I dwelled in confusion.
Truth is, I’m really proud of the work. No Lie on that.
I’m so enthralled yet… perplexed by the commotion.
How many Dream Organizations do exist?
How do they communicate with each other?
What are they for?
So many voices are rising
but where do we go?
Not so long ago I had an awakening.
undocumented youth, farm worker,
High school graduate.
Both parents were undocumented
and impacted by HIV.
Curiosity rimmed my insides.
And I got a little Anal…in a good way.
At the top of the movement,
2011, the Year of “The Protesters” World Wide,
expanding more actions into other states impacted,
Many Dream coalitions and affiliated organizations,
Supported, united, blasted by the media.
A bit of the bridge does not yet connect the message:
some “Undocumented Youth” would like to hear about the Dream Act.
This was the point to my counterarguments,
to which the Dream Movement,
dissects several parameters
both controversial to dreamers and advocates alike.
The California Dream Act,
undocumented student’s eligible at last!
For institutional grants
the University of California
and California State University systems alike.
And allowing them to obtain fee waivers in the community colleges
when it comes to Undocumented Youth,
We’re not all “eligible dreamers”
Some Dreamers work in farms, factories, or fast food restaurants
not privileged of a standard household where meals are served
Transportation is provided, or education even encouraged.
I See Privileged Dreamers that went to Harvard
I see UCLA Successful stories
I hear Undocumented High School Graduates
the story is hopeful.
I wish, I could be one of them.
Will the Dream Act consider me eligible…?
If I advocated enough years to be consider illegible?
Says the hard working student
The Undocumented Community Workers
The Undocumented nurses
The Undocumented Cooks
The Undocumented Electricians
And those Undocumented families
Whose well-being is impacted by their income?
And many other hopeful brilliant youth
that will not be eligible to any other Upiddy Universities
Due to survival responsibilities.
Consumed by year after year…
Because food needs to get to the table every day.
“Don’t get me wrong, I love my mother and my father.
They were courageous enough to bring me to this land”.
I chose work, over higher education,
because I have to pay for my own living,
my rent, transportation, and food.
I have to help my parents with bills”
Higher education is possible,
but far beyond any realistic dream right now”
. – says the Coachella High School graduate student
after some tears are shed over frijoles Fritos.
We applaud those successful undocumented Graduates
we recognize those passive activists
and those extrovert protesters detained.
We must recognize the working force
and the human voice
Of the Unprivileged Undocumented Youth of the United States
That will turn 25, 28, 26,
and will not make it to the cut.
Did my mother have a dream too?
Will she ever be eligible to finish her career?
What if I get my degree at 35?
Undocumented and Unqualified?
What the fuck??
1986 was so long ago.
I wish I was a Dreamer too.
With nothing to say
exquisite in truth.